god keep my head above water, i lose my breath at the bottom, come rescue me, i'll be waiting, i'm too young to fall asleep.

mysterious lady in red ,



#chainedeath a headcanon - heavy portrayal of grell sutcliff from yana toboso's kuroshitsuji. mostly anime based, with bits & pieces from the original manga. established march 2026. adored by lunae.
before you interact:
minors dni / dnf ! this is an adult space only. anyone caught lying about their age will be blocked on the spot.
taboo not tolerated. if your account is labelled as taboo, stay the fuck away from me at all times. following will result in a block.
content warning:
dark / dead dove content present. depression, religious themes, self - destructive behaviour, alcoholism, suicidal ideation & other potentially triggering subjects will be mentioned. some stem from canon & some are my own headcanons. feel free to unfollow / mute if uncomfortable.
death wears prada.
this is a 18+ only account.



adored by lunae.
he / she / they. adult. gmt+2.
the dni criteria.
minors dni. this is an adult only space and i will only ever interact with writers who are eighteen or older. lying about your age will get you blocked and potentially called out. underage muses are welcome. however, interactions must be strictly platonic. we don't condone to pedophilia in this house. sebaciel shippers dni. it's an automatic block if i ever catch you writing sebaciel. seriously, what is wrong with you ? aging up ciel just to ship this shit isn't acceptable either. taboo accounts dni. i don't care if you " don't condone irl ". if you support romanticising problematic content, such as rape, pedophilia, incest and so on, you aren't welcome here. the same goes for any account that may not be explicitly tagged as taboo, but interacts with taboo accounts openly. Lastly, homophobes / transphobes / racists / ableists / et similia. don't bother, I'll block you on the spot.
the basics.
this is an independent, highly selective & mutually exclusive portrayal of grell sutcliff from yana toboso's kuroshitsuji. i'll say now, that i've only ever read bits and pieces from the manga, mostly grell scenes. my portrayal will be primarily based on the anime until i can get my hands on the manga and actually read it. some elements from the manga will be present, as i'm aware of certain things. grell is a trans woman and will be referred to as she / her at all times. failure to comply will lead to an immediate unfollow. if you can't respect her identity, there's really no point in resuming interactions. i do have certain headcanons that narrate the transphobia she has faced over the years, but those will never be romanticised or glorified. and they certainly don't give anyone the right to be an actual transphobe. i'm well aware that grell is very much treated as the comic relief in the animanga, but please, do not randomly attack or hit her just because your character does so in the animanga. she's not a punching bag and she will fight back, if necessary. this doesn't apply, if we're writing a battle thread.
writing.
this is a mutuals only account. please, take the time to check if we're mutuals before interacting. you won't receive a response otherwise. i only follow accounts i want to interact with, but don't take it to heart if i don't follow you back. i likely don't know your character or fandom, but i'm generally mvrp friendly. as of now, i don't have a list of banned verses / fandoms, but try not to force my hand. i'm very picky with dragonball and hazbin hotel due to past experiences. timeline writing preferred. dm's are usually reserved for ooc chatter and potentially lewd or very graphic scenes. i don't really format my writing because i get easily distracted when i'm trying to both form sentences and ensure the text is formatted evenly. thank you, adhd. that might change in the future.
shipping & lewd.
i like shipping as much as the next person, but please ask me first. my dm's are open and i promise i don't bite. chances are i'll be willing to discuss a potential pairing, if we vibe as writers and our muses get along. i prefer sebagrell over grelliam, but both ships are accepted and wanted. i'm multiship, but willing to consider a main ship. i will not write abusive ships, regardless of the characters' canon behaviour. i've stated this above, but do not hit her randomly. even if your muse is sebastian or william and especially, if the two are shipped. i'm lewd friendly, for the most part, as long as your account isn't taboo and you don't ask me to write taboo content. smut will only happen between consenting adults ! i will not write or post explicit content on the timeline, any and all lewd must be moved to dm's. seductive content in public is fine. grell is of unlabelled sexuality, but has a very heavy preference for men. she's generally submissive. kinks can be discussed in private and limits are the usual gross shit : pedo, ageplay, toilet related stuff, incest, rape, etc.
credits: carrd template by mae. psd by ruinise. banner artwork by guesttneo. everything else is official animanga artwork. graphics were made by yours truly.
mun is lunae. genderfluid afab, he / she / they pronouns. mun is an adult, nearing their thirties. i do have discord and various gaming handles, but those are reserved for friends. you may ask, but keep in mind that i'm not obligated to share them.

name: grell sutcliff, born gerhard sutcliff. name changed when she was still a human.
age: appears in her late twenties, but is actually immortal. she's lost count of her actual age.
species: grim reaper, formerly human.
gender: trans woman, she / her.
orientation: unlabelled, with a very heavy preference for men.
residence: depends on her work but usually located in london, united kingdom.
occupation: member of the retrieval division of the grim reaper dispatch.
social class: none, officially. but she lives a generally comfortable life.
status: single by default, depends on the thread.
page nav: stats &. disclaimer &. lore.

*moderate lamentation is the right of the dead, excessive grief the enemy to the living.
β william shakespeare
name(s): born gerhard sutcliff, the name of her late paternal grandfather. she later changed it to grell, in order to officially transition to the best of her abilities and with whatever means available during the era.
species: she was born human, took her own life and woke up as a grim reaper, much to her dismay.
birth: december 24th, in london. she doesn't remember the exact date.

significant others: she was engaged to a woman, named elizabeth ashford when she was still mortal. however, that engagement was forced on her, along with her father's expectations for grell to act like a man and marry a fair maiden. the engagement was absolved when grell passed away. she's had several flings during her time as a shinigami, but nothing she would consider serious.
parents: johanna sutcliff ( mother, deceased ), randolph sutcliff ( father, deceased ), gerhard sutcliff i ( paternal grandfather, deceased ).
children: none.


religion: she was raised catholic by her strict father, but she'd never call herself outright religious. she does vaguely believe in god, seeing as she's a god - like entity herself, but she doesn't openly practice worship.
ethnicity: british - german.
personality type: ESFP.
scent: she's quite the diva, so she's always wearing expensive perfume when leaving her residence. typically one smelling of roses, or other flowers. neither too sweet, nor too citrusy.
education: she went to a private school in london, meant for young and rich gentlemen and she detested every minute of it. she was never a star or diligent pupil either. for the most part, she tried to fit in and ended up hanging out with " the bad crowd ".
spoken languge(s): british english, german, some french and some latin.
skillset: playing the piano, playing the violin, singing, dancing, hand to hand combat, combat with a standard scythe, combat with her custom scythe.
details other might notice: striking beauty. blood red lipstick. eccentric style. otherworldly / unsettling aura. confidence / arrogance. the custom-made claw-tipped glove often worn in different styles; alternatively, she might wear claw bracelets. tba.
aesthetics: sharp, bloody claws. blood dripping from lips. red lipstick stains. tba.
hobbies: terrorizing the guests of hotel cortez. tba.
on sebastian & william : while grell does express a significant attraction to both sebastian and william, she is not actually in love with either of them. she's never explicitly stated being in love with them and she never will, unless it's an established ship. on madame red : although her relationship with madam red was entirely platonic and only a business transaction, grell did feel some attraction towards her. mostly because madam red was what grell always wanted to be : a beautiful woman. it's also the reason she's kept madam red's coat. there were no romantic feelings involved. ever.

grim reapers can assume a human form and make themselves visible to all humans. grell typically uses her old, human appearance ( brown hair, round glasses ) to blend in with human society. she doesn't particularly enjoy doing so because it brings back bad memories, but she will resort to it if necessary. she finds that her plain appearance from back then isn't easily noticeable, as opposed to her flamboyant one she uses now.
immortality: as a grim reaper, grell is immortal and doesn't age physically.
enhanced agility: Grim Reapers are considerably more agile than humans; it is as though they are " defying gravity "
enhanced endurance: Grim Reapers are appreciably tough, for they are able to endure attacks that could have killed a human.
invisibility: Grim Reapers can turn themselves invisible to humans. However, humans close to death may still notice concealed Grim Reapers.
soul review / collection: By using their Death Scythes, Grim Reapers can review a dying soul's memories, via its Cinematic Record, and retrieve the soul, once the formal assessment is finished.
although grim reapers aren't mortal, they still need to eat and sleep. grell is an insomniac, so sleeping doesn't come easy to her.
these are my very own, personal headcanons. some of them may not align with your visual of grell, but i do implore you to at least respect them when writing with me. please, don't take inspiration from my headcanons.
DEATH WEARS PRADA.
warning ! this section will have mentions of very sensitive topics and may not be suitable for all audiences. proceed at your own risk.




grell's birth mother was german. thus, she's fluent in the german language and has been since she was a child. she used it frequently while her father was around, in order to give herself and her mother some privacy. her father always scolded grell and demanded that she spoke english in his presence because he never bothered to learn his wife's native tongue. to this day, grell will babble in german, when she's stressed or otherwise upset.as a child, she would try on her mother's makeup, in order to feel pretty and feminine. that was, until her father found out and admonished her for it, claiming that " men do not wear makeup " and that grell should " act like a real man at this age ".her father was both verbally and physically abusive. he was a high judge at the british court and was a very no nonsense kind of person, who didn't approve of grell's effeminate inclinations. he tried to wed her to several women, but grell purposely blew each engagement to ensure she wouldn't have to tie herself to a woman.she despises any kind of meat, which basically makes her vegetarian, but it's not out of pity for the animals. she has always despised the texture of meat and it was the only food she would refuse to consume, even while mortal. her father would force her to finish her portion, regardless, which resulted in her associating meat with traumatic experiences. thus, she will not give it a second chance and will go as far as to excuse herself if she's at a table where meat is served.her spice tolerance is monstrous and well known amongst her grim reaper peers. she can eat the spiciest dishes and not even break a sweat.she was in her late twenties when her mother got sick and passed away. grell was so distraught over the loss and so terrified of what her father would do without his wife holding him back, that grell ended up taking her own life by falling from the rooftop of the sutcliff mansion.
verses: main.
canon verse, animanga based.
this is the default verse i will be using for all interactions and it follows the plotline of the animanga. grell will be written at different points of the story, depending on the muse i'm writing against, the inspiration of the moment and the other writer's familiarity with the source material.
verses: alt.
modern verse, au.
this is an alternative verse, taking place in modern society while abiding by canon to the best of my ability. grell is still a grim reaper and all. she just exists amidst a modern society and can enjoy modern comforts.




